For the last few weeks I've been trying to figure out why things have to be soooo complicated. Yes, I was in Sweden and I just came back about an hour ago. It feels good to be home but I can't find the way to fill this emptiness in my heart. I love being here with my family, i love my friends and my people but there is something about my friends in Sweden that make me grew up as a person day by day. It feels that the only time in my life I have felt completely free is when I'm there. My friends, I have no words to describe what is to live with those crazy girls that have sooo much to offer each one of them and that they are full of joy. On the other hand I have my beloved Jesper, gosh he is by far the bestest friend ever. Its weird you know? like every little thing i have live by his side has been incredible, a person that without even noticing it made me change a lot for good. It was if like I suddenly realize how important someone can be for me to cross the Atlantic just to be next to that person for a few days, I would do it over and over again. Things are complicated then, I'm back home, back to reality but this time will be different I feel happy for real and I don't know when will I be back to Sweden but if something is for sure is that I will always fight to keep all those people by my side. My little sisters 'Las quiero' Jesper 'keep you in my heart forever.
