Look at me in this pic, don't pay attention to the other drunkie next to me who happens to be my ex but thats another story, so just look at me ok? Now I'm gonna tell you what, in this year was suppose to be a huge change in my life so much that I decided to stop drinking for 2 months (not that I really wanted to) but let's say I had to so instead of being a good thing it happened to be the worst like just imagine hanging out with a bunch of alcoholic people who can't only have a couple of drinks but a couple of bottles at least! and then there is me analyzing each one of them and thinking "thank god i don't drink anymore, do I look like that when i'm drunk?" I thought i was finally growing up, I felt myself more responsible and mature? and all of this completely sober!!!!! Anyway the point is that of course I ended up like a drunkie!!! Yeah and sadly i look as ridiculous as my friends when I'm wasted! but then i realize something, sometimes in life we get so fed up about something that we just want to change it in a minute, just like that but that's not the way it works everything has a moment and when this comes for something to be left behind then it will just go with the flow otherwise you are just forcing yourself to something its not meant to happen yet. I mean its not that you don't have control of what you do but if you try and try and try and its just not working maybe its because its not the moment so just let it happen. I don't know maybe its too late and i'm just trying to feel better about my way of drinking hehe no but if you have any comment about it let me know ;).
