TäNkeR meD CyN

...remember that day? exactly one year ago!!. What a pic...

Yesterday night while I was getting ready to go out Cyn got online, as always it's great to find one of the memebers of "Rebelde" online hehe. We were talking about some normal stuff when suddenly she said: "we need to talk, I've been thinking about how everything goes away from my life" which made me think that I totally feel the same. Then it became a conversation of how we manage the things and people that come and go into our lives and that's reality, we get bored really fast of boys, we have friends and suddenly life takes them away from us, we finally feel good in one place and we need to leave!
So it is hard for us to accept why does everything move this way but finally we truly believe that things happen for a reason and we are getting ready for something bigger. This doesn't mean that we will forget all the people that have crossed our lives but we think they come and go because we have to learn form them and they from us and it hurts to be taken away from who we love. But at the same time this makes us stronger and one day we'll find out why is this happening. As I wrote the other day about my feelings leaving Sweden and how I think fate works for me I believe it takes me exactly to this point but now it feels better to know one of my best friends feel the same.
We like to live everything with a lot of passion without thinking of how long it will last and we think that if we succede on sharing this way of living to the ones we meet in our way then we can keep all the feelings and emotions inside us to have the strenght to keep on walking. Luv ya cyn...

SoOneR oR LaTeR

This morning i woke up feeling a huge hole in my stomach. Its hard to think that there are only 2 weeks left until i go to Mexico and one week for my family to come. I can't even think about waking up in my bed in Mexico, looking around me and don't find my youngest roommate sleeping in my couch or waking me up around 8 o'clock because she can't sleep anymore or stay up until 4 in the morning because either Susanne, Emma or Terhi have something to tell me or talk about or only staying awake laughing about stupid things that happen in the house.
Living in Sweden has been one of the best experiences of my life, I grew up very much in many aspects opening my eyes to how the world work in a rich country like this. The contrast between the swedes and mexicans was a real shock just to understand the way they see the world from their point of view and accept it making my dreams and plans stronger.
This week I need to start packing all my stuff, split what stays and what i take with me, not easy at all but it feels like somebody is holding my hands and not letting me do anything about it and what is holding me is my university in Mexico. Yes! i have to go back and finish otherwise i wouldn't be writing this and instead i would be planning where to get drunk in Christmas and New Year but unfortunately life wanted it this way. I accept my destiny and i know sometimes is hard to understand why does life act this way but i know that its always for something better and i totally know i'm coming back so i just have to wait.
For all the people i met during this year, my friends I want to thankyou for everything you've made of me. I leave Sweden with many experiences, feelings and 10 kilos more (hehe sad but true). I'll keep you in my heart and best memories FOREVER hopping to see you again soon either here or in Mexico!
LOS AMO DURISIMO!!!!