Saturday, December 09, 2006

SoOneR oR LaTeR


This morning i woke up feeling a huge hole in my stomach. Its hard to think that there are only 2 weeks left until i go to Mexico and one week for my family to come. I can't even think about waking up in my bed in Mexico, looking around me and don't find my youngest roommate sleeping in my couch or waking me up around 8 o'clock because she can't sleep anymore or stay up until 4 in the morning because either Susanne, Emma or Terhi have something to tell me or talk about or only staying awake laughing about stupid things that happen in the house.
Living in Sweden has been one of the best experiences of my life, I grew up very much in many aspects opening my eyes to how the world work in a rich country like this. The contrast between the swedes and mexicans was a real shock just to understand the way they see the world from their point of view and accept it making my dreams and plans stronger.
This week I need to start packing all my stuff, split what stays and what i take with me, not easy at all but it feels like somebody is holding my hands and not letting me do anything about it and what is holding me is my university in Mexico. Yes! i have to go back and finish otherwise i wouldn't be writing this and instead i would be planning where to get drunk in Christmas and New Year but unfortunately life wanted it this way. I accept my destiny and i know sometimes is hard to understand why does life act this way but i know that its always for something better and i totally know i'm coming back so i just have to wait.
For all the people i met during this year, my friends I want to thankyou for everything you've made of me. I leave Sweden with many experiences, feelings and 10 kilos more (hehe sad but true). I'll keep you in my heart and best memories FOREVER hopping to see you again soon either here or in Mexico!
LOS AMO DURISIMO!!!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

We will remember you, always!